A little while ago I decided to head to Hungerdale Farm, a cute little ruin in the Shropshire countryside.
I've known about this place for well over a decade now but I think back in the day I kinda dismissed it as "just a ruin" while I pranced around locations that I perceived to be "better." And indeed, from an urbex perspective I can see why people dismiss the smaller ruins. I did just climb on top of a rocket over on my travel blog, after all.
But I've been doing this for fifteen years. I have quite literally become an adult in the time that I've been doing this hobby, and in that time I have grown a bit more humble, and learned how to appreciate even the most dilapidated of places. It also helps that I'm better at researching now than I was ten years ago. Places like this come to life when we can talk about the people that they mattered to.
Alas, my earlier attitude of indifference to such ruins has come back to bite me somewhat, because I'm too late! Prior to 2022 Hungerdale Farm had a lot more going on. It was possible to get upstairs and everything. But then there was a fire that the emergency services have simply summarised to be "of doubtful origin." I think they're trying to say they don't know what caused it, but what it really means is that they don't know if the fire started at all.
Nevertheless, Hungerdale is still intriguing. There's no road leading to it, nor are there any remains of electrical fixtures. It's a true remnant of the old world, and a lifestyle that would be completely alien to people today.
But thanks to records, it's still possible to look back at the people who lived here.
The earliest recorded occupant that I can find is John Doorbar, and his wife Prudence.
John's family can be traced all the way back to "Rombaldus Durbarre" in 1560, which has got to be the best name ever. But unfortunately this story isn't about him. John and Prudence are the stars of the show.
They married in 1863 and had a whopping fifteen children between then and 1887. There's a gap of one or two years between each child, meaning poor Prudence spent the majority of her adult life pregnant, from the age of nineteen to forty-three. That poor woman. She may as well have just rented out the maternity unit at this point. Just put a revolving door at the entrance to the hospital.
I guess that was the way of doing things back then. Many families of the era had more children than the families of today. Of course, contraception back in those days ranged from the pull-out method to socks, and on top of that there was a high child mortality rate. I think the attitude of many families was that the more they had, the better the odds of someone making it to adulthood.
Their legion of children weren't brought up here at Hungerdale Farm though. John and Prudence moved here in their later years, between 1891 and 1901. Their last child, Minnie, was born in 1887 but died in infancy. I guess Hungerdale Farm was more of a place for them to settle down, and have an easy life. And that's fair enough for Prudence. She deserves a break!
The surviving children did visit and sometimes stay here for a bit. In 1901 their eleventh child, Lucy, was living with them at the age of 22, and also here was "Albert," their teenage grandson, although I'm not sure whose child he was.
With the stairs stripped away by arson a fire of doubtful origin, this is the only view we can get of the upstairs, by sticking my camera up through the floorboards. There's not a lot to see anymore, but older photos do reveal bedrooms with fireplaces in them. Something we don't really see anymore.
And here in the largest of the downstairs rooms we can see a diagonal line above the doorway. This is all that remains of the staircase.
The fireplace is quite cute. From what I can tell from earlier images of the place, its actually bigger than it looks. The "floor" is actually a foot of rubble that was once the roof and ceiling.
Its sad. I know some people might struggle to see it the way I see it, but for me places like this come to life when we can talk about the people who lived here. This may be a ruin, but this is the room where John sat in his armchair and read the paper, and perhaps smoked a pipe. He, Prudence, Lucy and Albert would have sat around a table to eat their dinner and make smalltalk within these walls, never guessing that in a centuries time their home would be a ruin, and would be written about online for the world (well, the ten people who read my blog) to see.
I think about their conversations and how they may differ today. How many words and terms that we use today weren't around back then? Light switch. Plug socket. Radiator. Fridge. WiFi. Covid. Airport. Speeding ticket. TV license.
Slang terms and idioms that have their origins in war time like "it's all gone tits up." It raises an interesting question of how much of a modern conversation would turn a Victorian mans brain to jelly, even though the language is the same.
I find it very fascinating.
This room is surprisingly modern, with breezeblocks for walls. It seems there was an attempt to give the house a modern extension at some point.
Onto the barn...
The barn is pretty empty but here is the remains of an old workbench.
And check out that ceiling beam barely holding on. It would be possible to climb up there, if I didn't mind being up there for all of two seconds before the laws of physics brought me crashing back down to the ground floor, along with a chunk of the house.
By 1911, Lucy Doorbar had moved out and married a man named Ernest who worked in the railway industry. But her brother, William, moved into Hungerdale with his wife and son. John and Prudence were in their seventies at this point, but allegedly still running the farm. William was evidently helping out a bit, but he was soon drafted into the military and sent over to France for the first world war. It seems he was wounded in 1917 and returned to the UK, where he passed away in hospital. He was 35.
Prudence Doorbar passed away in 1921, and John retired from farming, now 81. It seems as though the farm was still run by his eighth child, Mary Ann and her husband Henry Rowlands. Both of them were 46, and they brought with them their teenage children, Jack and Sydney.
What irritates me about using old records for research is that while I can chart out the Doorbar's individual life stories, I have nothing that tells us anything about them as people. I'd like to know what it would be like to sit and chat with John Doorbar. What were his dreams? What did he enjoy doing?
Well, baby-making, according to census data, but I like to think people aren't that two-dimensional.
There is evidence that Lucy did come to visit with her daughter, Mabel. Mabel is the only member of the family who I've managed to find an image of.
(Photo of Mabel credit: Mabel's daughter, Jen.)
Mabel was four when John Doorbar passed away, so her memories of Hungerdale were vague to say the least. But it's nice to think of John's grandchildren coming to play here. That makes these ruins somehow a lot more wholesome. Once upon a time these ruins were full of life.
Evidently John did maintain a relationship with his children, and he opened his doors to their partners and their children too, and they even came to make sure he wasn't alone during the final yeas of his life.
John passed away in this house at the age of 1924, whereupon the farm was inherited by Henry and Mary Ann. Henry Rowlands was said to still be the owner according to records from 1937, but by 1939 he had moved to Atcham.
According to records from 1939, Hungerdale was lived in by a couple called John and Mary Rowley, who seemingly have no connection to the Doorbar family at all. They were also farmers, and they passed away in 1969 and 1970.
Hungerdale has seemingly been neglected and rotting ever since. There's no road and there's no electrical fittings, so it was never modernised beyond having a breezeblock extension.
There seems to have been plans to convert it into a respite home for children with learning disabilities around 2006, but nothing seems to have come from that, and now that it's been gutted by a fire, nothing probably will.
And that's it for Hungerdale Farm. It's unexciting perhaps for many urbexers, but I love looking at ruins like this and researching who they were "home" to. The people who lived here had hopes and dreams and aspirations. They laughed and cried, and had so many memories within these walls. And with the help of old records, what many dismiss as a ruin, can be a window into the past.
I only wish records told us more about them. John and Prudence Doorbar were farmers, but who were they beyond that? We are not just our occupation, we are our personalities and hobbies. Our lives are as much about the little things that make us happy than about how we put food on the table. I think an imbalance in that area today is what makes so many people miserable. And when it comes to census records, it's the sort of thing that has been lost forever, and it is sad. Every human has a story, and when they die that story is lost.
My next blog will be a mansion over on my travel blog. I'm quite looking forward to digging up the history on that!
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